Ladies night out!

I was put in charge of bring food home for the family. I had just finished a long day at work and was informed that there would be a "ladies" night for Mrs A. So after a long discussion with 2 teenage girls a decision on what food was accomplished. I arrived in due time with said food and had an enjoyable dinner with two very special kids.

I am currently doing a six day run at work so I was tired and happy Mrs A found people to have fun with. I did experience an intense sense of longing and jealously. I know it comes from being selfish. I have become addicted to arriving home and feeling Mrs A embrace and sharing time in the her space. I knew I was going to fall asleep alone and all I could think of was the lost opportunity of being with her. At the same time I was so happy for her night out. I loved all the scenarios that ran through my head. The probability of some crazy sexual encounter was slim but it still ran though my mind. I also wondered if she would see her recent love interest. It was arousing but scary to me to think these things. What I did know was she was free to do what she may.

To be totally honest in the past I would have probably done m fatherly duties and spend time with the kids. Most of our kids are in college now,  I have less demand there. After that I would retire to my room where I would watch a movie or sports. Once I was bored enough I would cruise the internet watch some porn and end up masturbating. Now that I cannot do this without Mrs A permission it changes things. She makes it clear at this point in time she wants to be involved with every orgasm I have.

So last night I played a little gears of war on my xbox and obsessed over Mrs A. I then cleaned the bathroom and the kitchen. I tidy up the dog kennel and then tried to settle in for sleep. It would not come. My mind and routine was gone. I know if I had masturbated I would have been able to sleep. But obeying Mrs A was more important. So sleep finally came at 1 a.m. and it was restless.

I did not know when Mrs A crawled into bed but she was there. Her coffee placed on her night stand, when I left for work. I cannot wait to hear about her night.

Me