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Sunday, December 27, 2015

Edged and pegged.

Today I was met at the shower door by Mrs A. She dried me off and rubbed lotion on me. She then teased me for about 20 minutes. She would not allow me to come.

I was placed in panties she picked. She dressed me and instructed that while at work I will need to send her a picture of me edging every hour until I return home. I am not allowed to come.

She made it clear that I will be coming how she wants when I arrive home. She just sent the text telling me how.

" I can not wait to see you orgasm while riding my cock tonight."

I wonder how many men in the world get that kind of text? I mean it makes me so horny to please her it is crazy. I wonder how many women when asked would say yes to fucking their man, or are most happy being fucked? Hmmm

Saturday, December 26, 2015

Edging 12/23/15

I was instructed to edge myself the last night away from Mrs A. She said she wanted all that cum saved for her. But she needed me to ache for her until I see her again. I was instructed to film my edging session and send it to Mrs A. I did so and in return started to get pictures back which helped with the edging very much.
Yes, This is Mrs A

We ended up having a hard time getting out of our resort condo. We stayed over another night thinking the snow would have calmed but atlas no. It was still a blizzard. Roads were slow going.

There is a copy of the pass. We made it home without any problem. I can not wait for how Mrs A will claim the orgasm she wants from me.

Tuesday, December 22, 2015

Snow Storm

Last night I was forced to stay away from Mrs A. We had taken the crew to a local ski resort for a couple days for christmas break skiing. Mrs A and the non skiers decided to leave later in the day.
While the skiers got up early and made it to the hill. The day was amazing. So much snow we had no idea what to do with ourselves, except carve up the mountain.

Mrs A and her crew got stuck in the storm half way here. They were forced to stay the night in a town 20 miles away. This made her Sub very unhappy and wanting to act like a diva. Mrs A would have none of that!

I hope she comes in today but the way she talked she may turn back. In light of this there has been no femdom play. Though last night over video chat she made me give an accounting in relationship to her rules.

So, today the hill calls again. We will suffer though all this snow by riding on the top of it.

Merry christmas.

Sunday, December 20, 2015

Sissification, Pegging and other femdom love, Bottoming

We have had college kids in the home the last 2 nights so things have been slow on the femdom.
Mrs A told me today She plans to put me in some panties and ride my face to a few orgasms while she teases me.

Being a work makes this a crazy day. My mind thinks only of that that will be like. I am so excited.

I just wonder how people like to categorize people who like certain kinks. Like me I love being pegged and dominated by women. I also like cock and bottoming for men. I also love looking pretty and feminine. Specially when Mrs A gets off on me doing it.

I find I love doing things more for the response of Mrs A then what it does for me personally.
Mrs A always talks about how I should do things that I want. What I want is to see that sexual dominating desire to have me in her eyes. THAT makes me happy. To see her overwhelmingly needing to fuck me. I love that. I would do anything to get her there.
I liked wearing make up. But I do not think of myself as a sissy.

I really love being a man. I love coming like a man. I would not want my whole life being spent as a women. I would not like my whole life only coming from sissygasms.

I also sit here and would do it all if Mrs A asked me to. I would do it for a while I guess.

I just wonder how couples or people find equilibrium with these topics. It has to be some kind of evolution over time.



Saturday, December 19, 2015

Femdom experiment

Mrs A was busy working yesterday. I being home for the day decided to shave, shower and lay in bed. I did a few errands around the house for Mrs A. She likes it when I do things to please her without her ordering done. She wants me to think of ways to serve her that she would love. So I did the kitchen, shoveled the sidewalks, took the garbage out and cleaned the laundry room.
I also arranged my closet a little. I moved over all my nighties and panties to a special draw she asked me to. It was fun.

Mrs A has been edging, teasing me for the last 4 days. I have not been allowed to orgasm but have come close. I have felt a constant ache in my balls. I also seem to get aroused anytime I breath.. haha.
I was almost getting to where I thought the chastity cage was a good idea, if she kept this going.

Mrs A does not like me knowing her plans. She enjoys the uncertainty that I live with when she is teasing me.

So, Yesterday morning she walked into our room and said: "Come with me I want to try something this morning."

I did not answer. I just got up, naked and followed her into our bathroom. I stood there as she prepped herself and her counter space to put her make up on. I did not talk or say anything. She did not speak.

She applied some of her face lotion to her hands, turned and rubbed it on my face. She then told me I need to use moisturizers every day for her. She then moved from the face lotion to a body lotion. She slowly rubbed lotion all over me. It was very sensual, intimate and fed my soul.

Mrs A teased me by saying how she loved her little gurl skin to be soft. She whispered in my ear that she needed to fuck her little gurl and I should plan accordingly. I assumed we were done and was about to go about getting ready when she slapped my ass and said

"whoa, I am not done with you"

I immediately returned to where I was. Naked, Aroused I waited for her to finish what she needed to do. Mrs A then asked my to close my eyes. She then applied make up to me as she did it to her face. Foundation for me, foundation for her it went like this until she had applied make up to me completely. I must admit I did look good. Though I wished I had shaved better.

Mrs A then picked out a nightie from the closet I had just arranged and placed me in it. Then I was allowed to go get ready.

Getting ready means a lot. I have to get all the toys and various items she request out. Get myself ready to be used like the dirty slut. I am trying to stay pretty in my nightie.

Mrs A came out in high heels, a leather skirt and a school teacher sweater. She took out her Cat-o-nine tails whip and had me bend over on the beds edge. She laid down a few whippings along my buttocks and backside. It amazes me at how fast I become hyperaware of that whip and where it is in the air. I have more anxiety about the next hit when I lose its orientation. Mrs A knows that. But I did get one where some of the whip caressed my face. That I did not like!! ouch!

She then changed a layer out. Mrs A went from a hot for teacher domme look, to a retro 50's cone bra and sexy silk shorts look. She went all soft and gentle with me then.
Talked about how she was not gonna hurt me. That she wanted my pleasure.

"I am gonna fuck you so gentle. My cock will feel so good to you my little pretty girl."

"I love your makeup. You did it for me didn't you. Wanting to look your best!"

"I know you want my cock. Oh, baby I want you to come on it for me." I have kept you frustrated for 4 days so you can get there easier my little pretty girl."

Well, she did fuck me gentle. It was when Mrs A had me wrap my legs around her hips and make out with me as she thrusted into me over and over that a river of come came. It felt wonderful but lacked all the pulsating ejaculation  I am use to in a regular orgasm. These orgasms for me are few and far between. I know Mrs A loves them when they happy. She receives as much pleasure as I do in making her come. I see how this keeps a man horny. I was still horny even though Mrs A stopped fucking me and leaned up for us both to watch me come.

She cooed and sighed. It also got her worked up. She started to fuck me harder and harder, (yes, I know she said a gentle fucking was in order that day) she obviously changed her mind without telling me.
I could see how she was chasing her own orgasm. It got me so damn excited. To see my Domme, My love of my life get so worked up to orgasm from femdoming me. It made my heart sing!

We chased her orgasm twice that way, but no avail.  Her words were: "So close"
I was instructed to finish her off in more conventional ways!

The life of a submissive, so full of fun adventures.

P.S. As I got cleaned up from our adventures Mrs A informed me that she had a gay couple that wants to top me. She is talking with them to see if she agrees. We will see how that goes over the next few weeks.

Tuesday, December 15, 2015

Being cuckold at work makes for a crazy day!

It appears the holiday season brings everyone out of the wood works.

Mrs A has her current bull get a hold of her for a visit. She also had a random drive by fireman that she has played with a couple times text her too. She decided to tell me about it while I was busy at work. Her text:

Mrs A: My car guy is in town. He wants to come by. Feel no pressure to say yes. I am ambivalent.

Me: Baby enjoy what you want I love you.

Mrs A: Thank you. I know you crave my pleasure in all things.

Mrs A: I love you submissive it makes your sexuality apparent.

Mrs A: What would you like me to wear?

I picked these:

She looked amazing. I have seen it. But not this day another man got to meet her at my door while she was dressed so.

Here is the blow by blow in her text to me.

I hope you can feel what I did. ;)


Monday, December 14, 2015

Saturday under her control part 2

So, I have had a request to finish my Saturday. It was a Saturday basking in the light of Mrs A.

After my shower she had me pick out 3 panties I liked for her to choose. She checked to make sure that cage was still secure after her fucking me silly. haha.

She went with a pink polkadots on white with pink lace trim. She put them on me very slowly. Then Mrs A picked out a pink part that matched. Sheet hers on and then had us together hug in front of the mirror looking at our panties together. She loved to grab her caged cock. More pictures were taken.

Mrs A picked our the rest of my outfit and off to lunch we went. She did make me wear my tighter pants that day. The cage was rather obvious and uncomfortable. We had Mexican and had a lovely tie visiting with our servers. We eat there often.

She then took me to a local Sam club and had me push the cart as she prepared the house for college kids returning home for the holiday season.

After that she took me for a pedicure. She ordered it for me and got one herself. She wanted me to get them painted but a friend of ours joined us and so that did not happen.

Mrs A: I will have to paint yours when we get home slave.

Me: Yes, My love.

Mrs A: would you want that slave?

Me: Yes, My love.

We then went home and set up the basement how Mrs A wanted it. Since the house was still empty she had my stand for her in the middle of our great room. She then slowly undressed me. She started to suck, stroked my cock it was bulging in the cage. She then teased me how it must ache.

She kept pushing me until she had me lift her up and lay her on the couch. She then had me use my hands to help her come. She did not want me to stop. She grabbed my cock and held on as I had her come again and again. She squirted real hard once and we had a mess for me to clean. She then told me to stop.

Mrs A then made it clear that she needed some items done for her that day. She informed me that my cage could be taken off if I please her with my service. I spent the rest of the day doing these things.
We were so caught up on all that we forgot to paint my nails. haha

So, that night came and it was getting late. Mrs A kept me wanting and waiting as long as she could. She even went though our normal night routine to fall asleep. Once I started to feel deflated in that I was not getting out and was trying to settle in to sleep she touched me and said

"what am I to do with this cock"

Me: Whatever you desire my love.

Mrs A: I did tell you if you did good I was letting you out. You did really well today my good little boy.

Me: Thank you my love.

She then took the key and removed my cage. I instantly had an erection. Mrs A held her cock for a minute looking at me in the dark. I was holding my breath. Then slowly she sucked it to get it wet.
Then very slowly she stroked it up and down completely. She did not change pace at all. It took less than 5 minutes and I blew a mess all over myself.

Mrs A had me clean it up and then leaned in and kissed me,

Mrs A said: "Good Boy"

We held each other as sleep claimed us.

Sunday was low key. I worked we had friends over for dinner. Mrs A told me I need to be less submissive in front of certain people. This is hard for me.

Then today comes and I am being cuckolded. Mrs A is having her boy toy over and also an old flame that is in town. So how am I suppose to be less submissive... haha.
Her play time is a story for another day!

Sunday, December 13, 2015

Saturday under her control

I posted yesterdays post this morning. I was told to stop to help Mrs A. So these are catch up!.. haha

We had a day where all the kids were sent off for a ski day, with the local ski club. Sooooo the day started with Mrs A putting on her fuck you heels and a silk kimono. She walked into our room and made a very simple statement.

"Put on your cage now!"

 I was so excited when she said that it made it hard to get into my cage. I think the fact I was not allowed to come last night after being edged for her pleasure over and over did not help either.

"Yes, My Dear" I said.

Mrs A: "I want you to understand that your cock is not needed today at all!

Me: "Yes, My dear"

Mrs A: If you achieve the things I want and need from you today. Specially after last night I will release you.

Me: "Yes, My dear"

So after she put key some where I could not get to. She came over to my side of the bed and undressed me. Mrs A then put me in the purple nightie she so loved. I got in trouble a couple of times for "trying to help her." dress me.

Mrs A: Do you think I am not capable of dressing you?

Me: No, Mistress

Mrs A: Then be a good boy and do what I say.

Me: Yes, Mistress.

SO, there I was a bulging our erection being shut down by a painful cage in a purple nightie.

Mrs A slowly caressed me all over. She would make me pose for her. She would take pictures. She coy with me about how pretty I was. I loved feeling pretty. She would occasionally spank my thighs, ass, abdomen. There would be strategically placed bites also.

She then made me sit in a chair a foot away from her. Mrs A then took out one of her favorite vibrators and played with herself in front of me. Telling me how good it felt. How she did not need my cock for her to be pleasured. She would not allow me to look anywhere except at her pussy.

I was so aroused and frustrated. You could see how much hotter that was for Mrs A. She talked about how Hot it was for her to have me caged. I worried that may mean more days in the cage for her slave.. haha

She then had me put her cock on with her harness. She then sat in the chair. He cock erect and welcoming me to it. She padded her lap for me to straddle her cock. She cooed and teased me as I did the work of sliding up and down her cock. She made me watch in the mirror as I fucked her cock. Grinding on it as she sat there. She said I could not stop until she came from my grinding. Her Feedlot  hit her  in the right spot if I leaned forward. My cock was running in it cage all over the floor.
All this just got her more worked up. I felt like a wonderful little gurl. Doing so well to please her and me!!!

She then stood me up and bent me over the edge of the bed. She fucked me as hard until she came again. Then she laid me on my back and climbed on top and hugged, kissed and caressed me. We talked and laughed and it was wonderful.

She told me to get up and shower again and she will pick out what I wear for her that day. As I was doing so she grabbed me.

Mrs A: I can not stand it I need to fuck you one more time.

Me : Yes, mistress.

So she made love to me face to face for what seemed forever. I loved every second.

Mrs A: My cock can stay hard all day my good boy. A devilish grin on her face.

Me: Yes mistress, your cock is superior to mine.

Then she slapped my ass and sent me to the  showers.

This is how a day in her service started. I may tell the rest another day!

Date night

So, Last night Mrs A asked me out on a date. I was excited to go out with her. We have feet of these Dates that do not include many friends. So us alone sounded wonderful!

We went to a local steak house. More of those chain like places. Mrs A likes a good piece of meat.
We visited and chatted. When it came time to pay the bill. Mrs A did. No one seemed to care or notice. I did though.

We then headed to a local Irish bar to see if there was any live music. Once there Mrs A ordered my drink and hers. "We did talk a little about what we would like" We then talked about the various aspects of a female led relationship. We delved into some femdom talk as well. She especially enjoyed the man next to our table at the bar. His neck was straining so hard to hear all our talk. To me he was another submissive. I think an alpha would have tried to hope on the wagon sort of speak.

Mrs A took me home and put me in a little purple nightie that she loves. She then told me that I was not allowed to come at all. That I will be pleasuring her all night and need to tell her if I am getting close to coming. It was a wonderful night.

Here is a picture of the nightie she put me in.

Thursday, December 10, 2015

Femdom? Female Lead Relationships?

I wondered what tools or toys or items you all use in your life inside your femdom and or FLR?

Mrs A uses Chasity Cages, Feminine clothing, strap on, butt plugs and sometimes spanking tools.
We have never done anything on a routine like weekly milking or stuff. We have never done much for rituals either.

So, I ask you all what has been the best, biggest most useful things you do to keep things like you both want?

I put some pictures of the toys we use. We have added, blindfolds, restraints, and many domme outfits to the trade. But it seem more like ours is just part of everyday life. Vanilla sex for us has some flair of femdom in it all the time.

Like the other night. Mrs A wanted my cock but not me. She would not allow me to touch her. She put my cock with her own hands where she wanted it. Then instructed me to move like as if she was picking a setting for her vibrator. I did that until she came as much as she wanted and then she went to sleep. I just laid there aroused and horny and tried to sleep.. haha

Wednesday, December 9, 2015

Work dreams

Today I am in panties. I have always wanted a hot alpha bi male to come and take me. A quickie would be fun. To feel his power and arousal. To hear him being worked up and building to an orgasm as quick as he can. To feel him release into me would make me happy.

I dream to be caught with my pants down panties showing. Here is a good look for me.

Mrs A would make me do it for her on Skype or in person. I would love that.

I must have something on my mind this morning. hmmmm

Tuesday, December 8, 2015

She IS the boss.

While at work yesterday I was teasing Mrs A. Being all submissive and such I sent out a needy text.

Me:  Do you love me

Mrs A: Will you put out?

Me: YES!, Any way you want actually!

Mrs A: Then yes, I love you.

Me: woot. woot. will get naked with me?

Mrs A: You will get naked for me!

As the submissive I spend much more time naked in front of Mrs A. It is a honor when she gets naked for me. She subtly keeps me where she knows I should be in this exchange.

Last night was pretty much in line with this dialogue. Mrs A got me naked but instead put me in a Red baby doll nightie. She then had me lay in her lap facing away from her. The back of my head resting between her breast. She then caressed me in my nightie. Massaging my nipples and reaching down to rub her cock. She called it my clitty all night. She kiss my neck and talked how pretty she found me.

Once I was leaking a lot she had be get on all fours. She then pulled her cock back towards her between my legs and started to finger my ass. She massaged my prostate with little light touches to my cock. She kept that up until I started to come. She then milked me until I was dry.

Mrs A then turned me over and grabbed my cock to keep it hard and started to ride it. She finally took her top off and was partially naked for me. She road my cock until she came a few times. Then stopped. Mrs A sat on her cock for a few minutes then started to ride just the head of her cock until it came again.

After that she laid there caressing me and I held her. She whispered in my ear that I would've to sleep in the nightie. I was all to happy to comply!


Monday, December 7, 2015


We spent a weekend in Portland this last week. We were there when the Timbers headed off to win the MLS Cup. We had business meetings slash christmas parties to attend.

We spent time one night on a party bus and Mrs A did her job to keep many eyes on her. There was some nervousness in the men on the bus in watching her and being aroused and also knowing I was on the bus. I played the DJ.

We found a perfect little black dress and matching shoes for Mrs A. She looked amazing. I sen spent some time with Sam in finding me a nice outfit too. He was tall and cute and I loved how he dressed me. I think that is one of my funnest parts of going out of town. To spend the day being spoiled and dressed nicely. Tailored that day.

Mrs A the next day had so many vivid fantasies of me and Sam that she was wanting me to find an alpha man to ravish me in front of her. It is hard for me to be in the business setting, mood and also submissive. They are at odds. I think if we had more days we would have been able to address those fantasies.

I told Mrs A that she should find a "diversion" for her while there and she laughed and said that is to easy. She had one every night we were there if she wanted. But she held off. It is hard to have my business partners who are a mix of international and national people to see My wife exert her authority. She does often and we just flow with it. It makes all their ears perk.

So what ended with a trip full of possibilities to play around with so many kinks turned out to be just as vanilla as everyone else. Well, except Mrs A showing many people who wears the pants in the family, and the sex that happened in our bed!!

Wednesday, December 2, 2015

Pegging full of love.

Mrs A surprised me last night by buying me this type of nightie. I was so excited. I felt so pretty.
She made love to me with her Feeldoe and it was perfect. I was allowed to cum and be held. But today work and life has beaten me back down and I hate it. But cheers to you all.

I want to be pretty again.